my aunty tio buried already
then my grandmother cry alot alot alot
then its like, i nvr see her cry b4
and today. its like cry and shout at the same time lah
i still dun understand why people go and jump
this is so weird lah.
i can imagine how i want to kill myself
not by wrist/neck cutting, jump from building/ sea/cliff/mountain/aeroplane/tree, swallow poison(detergent/rats' poison/insecticide), hang urself, inhale toxic, eat lots of sleeping pill/medicine, burn/drown urself, starve, bang the wall/floor/door, get hit by car/lorry/van/bus/motorcycle(vehicles lah)
NO! it hurts lah. pain pain pain
ok. so i wun kill myself

& i dun get it
why people die have funeral
then people burn nothing one
its like you came with nothing
then go back with nothing lah
funeral still must burn LOTS of incense paper, joss stick, paper houses, car, people
then will waste resources, pollute the air lah
ok. so if i die. i shall not have funeral
i shall just want a coffin and land
to bury myself

ok. this is random



nothing really last 4ever
friends, family, love
ya. they just dun last