Presenting my fifth love!Ikea

eugene's self proclaim abstract art

school!

damn. i look like madossa
i hate winds

you can stop looking from here
cause this is all zilian of an ugly boy
AHA
=X

DAMN IT
I HATE STALKER
THEY LIKE PERVERTED LAH
D-A-M-N

LOL! i got stalked today lah
i went home then i walking towards my lift
then this guy walk past
but somehow got this weird feeling already
i dno why. sixth-sense!
then i go into the lift and press 6
then the door closing halfway then open again
that guy who walked past just now go in lah
DAMN DAMN

then i so stupid i nvr get out
cause i holding 2 big box
no hand to press open and go out
-.-
then that guy like hesitating to press which button
his hand hovered to 10 then never press
then he go stand beside me
so i faster go stand infront
then the door open
he went out
then he stand outside the lift there like dno which direction to go
so i turn my head slightly
then i saw him looking at me lah
then he followed me up the stairs
to 7
then i walk towards the direction of my house
then my house there got like a corner turn thing
then i turn inside
and walk very fast
cause after he dno which direction to go after he got out of the lift
i kind of like feel damn weird
then i so happy cause when i turn into the bend of the corridor to my house
my sister opening the door walking out lah
she going to fetch my brother
then i damn happy i shouted her name
then my sister walk past me and ask me who is the guy
why he pop his head out like looking at you at the bend there
then DAMN! HE FOLLOWED ME TO THE HOUSE LAH
SICKENING ASS
so i faster pass my sister my phone.
ask her take with her
cause i scared she tio stalked too
then she dun dare go. she went back and tell my mum
and my mum chiong and look for that guy lah
cause i remember exactly what hes wearing and stuff
aha.

wadever
I STILL HATE STALKER
then today i still tell huiling they all i hate guys
I HATE GUYS MORE NOW LAH
PERVERTED
im shall be les.


if you kept your promise to walk me home everyday
this kind of thing is not gnna happen
i hate you
and you slut got a gf
d-a-m-n you

aha! days in school are around the same except amanda is not here
so after school we got maths remedial. so stayed back
after school jamie went to meet somebody while i waited for stella with mag phua
and we were talking crap
after stella came then guan zhi walked out of the class and ask mag why she has pimples
EVIL LAH HE!
LIKE HE DUN HAVE LIDDAT!

then later we took bus to central and stella went home
me and mag phua waited for jamie in the macdonald
and saw this guy wearing there planet hollywood shirt
then theres this another bunch of sec ppl then they talk like abit too loud lah
so the planet hollywood guy like got problem one. as in serious. disease thing lah. mental thing
and he started to say "shusssh! shusssh! x4"
then the sec ppl dno he shussshung them so they hack care
then me and mag went to line up for food
suddenly the Planet Hollywood guy is behind us walking back and forth talking to himself like in chinses "xia si wo le" and stuff. then i was traumatized and hide behind mag.
LOL!
then after that we sit back to the table and i saw the P.H guy walk to the now standing up sec pplss! and talk something to them then did a most ridiculous thing i ever saw
i dno how to say so you got to demo it to urself
now stand up
put ur right hand across ur body to ur left shoulder
remain in that position and bow down 90 degree
tts what he did after he finished his speech
i totally want to laugh my ass pff lah!
then i told mag and jamie how came later
and both of them laugh like siao too.

after eating mag went home to change. cause she going out after that
so me and jamie went to lot 1
im not telling you wad we did.
AHAHA
and i so love jamie wong lah
i have decided to do what you want me to do today soon. AHA

yeah. then went home lah

REFLECTION
Cristina Aguilera



Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you’ll never know me
Every day, is as if I play apart
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I can not fool
My heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I have to
Hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What’s inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don’t know?
Must I pretend that i’m
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There’s a heart that must
Be free to fly
That burns with a need
To know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I’m forced to hide?
I won’t pretend that i’m
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?

BOO!
ah! i didnt go to school again! darn
i missed history test
and its all cos of this stupid flu. gosh.

i miss kaiying! ziting! mag phua! huiling! amanda! stella!jamie!
i dun miss charlene
AHAHA! =X
see her too much already XD

i shall mug for ss test

Today is FUN! :D
afternoon is all the normal school stuff
after that during SS lesson then miss tan never come
NO SS TEST! :DD
so we just sit around, talk, and copy hmwk =X

after that we go home
then got me, huiling, mag, charlene, amanda, stella and kaiying
then dno whos the one who started this thing bout the colour of the nipple
i know the topic is super obscene
but. yea. they all just bullshit about it
and amanda said "my nipple is rainbow colour lah"
OH MY GOD. obscene sentence.
amanda! your secret is revealed!

then me stella huiling and magdalene went to huiling's house
1) went to NTUC and act as aunties, cause we arguing what to buy and stuff
2) i got bluff by all of them lah. i asked huiling wheres her house. she said yio chu kang. so must take MRT to yewtee then change to bus for 50 mins! then charlene sms me ask where her hse is. so i said "yio chu kang lah. damn far lo" then later they reach this block. then i ask wheres your bus stop? she say take lift up the bus up there. i still thought got highway up there lah! LOL! its the lift to her house. -.-
3) watched john tucker must die and act mac
4) start the cooking session!
5) when the whole thing ended, we went to huiling's room and continue the John Tucker thing until 8 liddat then leave. XD

I still love my jelly
it taste the best lah! =X
nicer than MAG PHUA and STELLA's!!
ops. haha. cause its lychee flavour. i love lychee, longan, rambutan.
all the flesh is white one. so nice!

if you think this way works
then you are so so so wrong

my aunty tio buried already
then my grandmother cry alot alot alot
then its like, i nvr see her cry b4
and today. its like cry and shout at the same time lah
i still dun understand why people go and jump
this is so weird lah.
i can imagine how i want to kill myself
not by wrist/neck cutting, jump from building/ sea/cliff/mountain/aeroplane/tree, swallow poison(detergent/rats' poison/insecticide), hang urself, inhale toxic, eat lots of sleeping pill/medicine, burn/drown urself, starve, bang the wall/floor/door, get hit by car/lorry/van/bus/motorcycle(vehicles lah)
NO! it hurts lah. pain pain pain
ok. so i wun kill myself

& i dun get it
why people die have funeral
then people burn nothing one
its like you came with nothing
then go back with nothing lah
funeral still must burn LOTS of incense paper, joss stick, paper houses, car, people
then will waste resources, pollute the air lah
ok. so if i die. i shall not have funeral
i shall just want a coffin and land
to bury myself

ok. this is random



nothing really last 4ever
friends, family, love
ya. they just dun last

AHAHA!
omg
look at this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZRGzs3lTFHk
thats steven lim dancing dno wad.
eww.
and this!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GEn9QkLAbC8
i bet saliva fly everywhere

MRS ONG GOT A BABY
tts so cool lah
but we will miss her when her baby is due
T.T

ooh. the newspaper wrote bout my ah yi jump
on 23rd july de wan bao
3rd page
and yesterday the reporter go to the funeral there want to ask question
lol. people sad then reporter go ka ciao. weird
ah. enough bout that =D


you promise to walk home with me
you promise never to leave me
you broke all your promises
you didnt reply when people ask you not to
when did you ever starts doing what i said
you are a professional heart wrecker
and im not talking bout who you thought you are

today is a weird day lah

23rd July 2007 is weird.
cause this morning my mum received a phonecall

then she and my dad went out

then change to prepare to come to school

after that my daddy came back and pick me up to go school lah

then i keep pestering him to tell me wad happen

then he say you come back you will know already

then i ask him bad news or very bad news.

he said" very very very bad news"

argh!

then during FPSP halfway my sister called

and tell me my da-yi (aunt) jumped and died

im like. omg. then cry abit lah.

then must finish FPSP wad

so lucky charlene is there to bullshit and entertain

so it abit ok lah

THANK CHARLENE!

and STELLA

and HUILING

and EUGENE

and MAGDELENE

and YIHUA

ya. so i reached home le.

my sister said the police said my da-yi must probably is fall to death

so she didnt commit suiside

but its like at midnight 2 plus 3 plus lor

the police say she arranging flower by the window

then she stand on the stool.
and she make until drop down

but its weird. where got ppl midnight make flower

and she got depression one lor

and she most probably got hit the you know

dry your shirt there the pole

cause she landed very far from the HDB block

and she jumped/dropped from 15th floor.

but shes still in one piece

and im goin to the funeral soon

and second is

on msn my primary school fren added me lah

and its like WOAH! shockking

cause he like went missing for 2 plus year le lo

then suddenly hes here

no. hes in SHANGHAI

tts in china lah. omg

and the weather now is like this ( see below ) scary!

KBOX

there. all the glam and unglam pic in kbox. =X

AH! i finished twilight and im reading new moon

im super depressed now.
i dun get whats the problem with edward
he's just so stupid enough to leave
and bella is worst enough to react like her world ended and stuff liddat
ah! and new moon is the second book that made me cry
when edward left her in the jungle and the CD and the photos all went missing
hes super unfair lah.
i mean if hes leaving might as well leave some things for bella to remember and stuff.
selfish

and LOL! my uncle told me to go youtube and look for the steven liu video where he scolded xiaxue for listing him 2nd as the most digusting blogger.
im totally amused by how he reacted in the video
yea. and i felt like puking my a** off just staring at it.
no offence. but. woah..
if he looks shuai right, he dont have to like post notice for a girlfriend
WHATS MORE! he wanted his girlfriend to be pretty, nice, faithful n gorgeous
GORGEOUS!
wads his problem ah?
how i wish he could look carefully into the mirror and stuff.
haiz..

aha. went to malaysia de chalet on sat
cause my uncle bdae
then then its damn fun lah
cause i realise fishing is fun
but. -.-
i didnt catch any even after devoting like more than 4 hrs by the sea
no. yes. by the sea . on a raft.
but i caught one tiny winy sea snake.
not exactly very small lah. as in
now take out both of ur hand
clasp it together
then your finger and finger face each other
open
then from the palm to the palm
ok. i dno wad im talking bout.
ah! but i think the snake thing died cause the hook went through its belly
but ITS NOT MY FAULT
cause it entangled itself onto the fishing thing de string lah.
argh. karma.
yes. by the end of the day only caught 2 fishes
the 2 up there.
i want to go again.
NICE! :D

ooh. im darn happy. cause the chalet have aircon! :D
HAHA. its something which you can least expected in a chalet situated in the middle of alot of kampong houses.
and the chalet is not kampong type.
( not made of wood, made of.... of wad? cement ah?)