emaths are freaks
was mugging emaths awhile ago
& now seeing emaths make me feel like sleeping

english and chemistry was... ok.
i think english was pretty much alright
and though this is the first time i did chem until i didnt have so-called enough time
it was suppose to be something that was miracle
cause this shows that i can do chem
i was telling jamie how i did my past chemistry paper all the other times sleeping through the whole paper cause i don't get a damn bout them
:D
pray hard. let me pass chem
and of course all the other stuff -.-



Yeah
I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What you crying about?
You got me

Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
Well I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cause you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laney uncles crazy, ain't he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

[Chorus]
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, I told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But I promise momma's gon' be alright

It's funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cause daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying
Cause daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broken into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it
And you and Laney were to young to understand it
Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cause all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sitting in this empty house, just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
Laney I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here
I like the sound of that, yeah
It's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment

[Chorus]
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, I told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But I promise momma's gon' be alright

And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'll go back to the jeweler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad (haha)

quote
"puking aint fun at all"

ah. yesterday wasnt alright at all
went to school as normal
then during morning assembly my eyes like got something wrong
then some words i see already will suddenly disappear then pop back liddat
so when i got back to class i just lie down there
then got headache
& i got constant feeling that i wanna puke
and eventually i did
4 times that is
and i felt so ultimately UNGLAM
the sound when you puke. gosh. cannot imagine

& theres nice people like:
charlene, amanda, jwee, yihua, huiling, weijie and those 312 girls in the toilet when i was puking :D
cause you all were in the toilet, then i dont dare to puke X)
& amanda still kept asking me, you want something sour?
RIGHT
and beloved daddy actually threw down his work to fetch me
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD





LYRICS

Flirt Flirt

You want to chill in my lambourgini
You want to look but you don't want to see
So what you think of that look in my eyes
You think it's for you
You think you read minds?
You better watch where your putting those hands
You better stop if your making more plans

Cause everything you do makes you look like a fool


Your looking for some dirt
I'm lifting up my skirt
I'm searching for a light under me in my purse
You always think the worst
I just want to flirt
You found me on my knees
Next thing your saying tease
Cause i'm trying to find my phone and my keys
Not your Sleaze
My spell is like a curse
I just want to flirt


What part of no don't you really understand
One syllable words old man
You got a problem with my space
Get your mug out of my face
Cause i've had it with your lines
Your pretty damn close to being unfine

[Flirt lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Cause everything you do makes you look like a fool


Your looking for some dirt
I'm lifting up my skirt
I'm searching for a light under me in my purse
You always think the worst (You always think the worst)
I just want to flirt (I just want to flirt)
You found me on my knees (You found me)
Next thing your saying tease (You found me)
Cause i'm trying to find my phone and my keys
Not your Sleaze
My spell is like a curse (Spell is like a curse)
I just want to flirt (I just want to flirt)

I'm just so lucky to be walking on a wire
I'm up so high that i can barely feel your fire
You can't touch me no
There's just a dream

Your looking for some dirt
I'm lifting up my skirt
I'm searchin for a light under me in my purse
You always think the worst (You always think the worst)
I just want to flirt (I just want to flirt)
You found me on my knees (I just want to flirt)
Next thing your saying tease (I just want to flirt)
Cause i'm trying to find my phone and my keys (I just want to flirt)
Not your Sleaze
My spell is like a curse (Curse)
I just want to flirt (I just want to flirt)

Flirt Flirt Flirt Flirt

ZOMG!
its SUPER PRETTY LAH
I love! juicy couture now!
I LOVE EBAY TOO!
:]
i shall grow up and shop in ebay and buy these pretty things
:]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

LMAO

its super retarded yesterday lah
my mummy last minute at 5 plus came and announced that we shall go to malaysia like right "now" and celebrate mooncake festival
then i told her i didnt wanna go cause she claimed we will be back by 1a.m
-.-
but then she kept blabbering bout
"you know our family lack family spirits! you should do your part by putting some enthusiasm into whatever kind of activities that your mum here is organising to encourage the healthy growth of our family!"
LMAOROFL
thats plain retardness

yeah. so i went
&& played with candles and played with my 2 years old cousin
HES SUPER CUTE LAHHS!
ITS THE FIRST TIME I WENT TO HIS HOUSE AND HE CALLED ME!
cause normally he only said. mama. papa. "bu yao"= don't want
omg luh! then he say already right. my mood is brighter than the moon in the sky lah
i want babies! :X
then he understand everything i told him loh
cause i was playing with candles so i told him cannot come too close
then HE NODDED HIS HEAD and SQUAT BESIDE ME LUH
ZOMG! i felt like planting a super huge kiss on his face lah! CUTE

nan hua mooncake festival is nice alright
huiling they all at like halfway left to accompany amanda to interchange and left me in school
so i was crapping around with kristel they all
then kristel bought this capsule thing
then when you put inside hot water it will become a bird
but it didnt happen!
then heshuang and kristel kept saying cute boy isnt cute
urgh.
then then.
forgot. saw performace
but couldnt see charlene singing
cause she was like. being blocked by everybody else

got random photos to upload later
:]

I GOT TO MUG

the good girl here gonna start extreme mugging now
mr liu still talk to me bout how lousy my chem is a few days ago
and mr ng named the 15 most likely retained people
i inside also lor
i failed overall!
ARGH! i shall mug mug mug and mug

i saw my currently got me obsess guy today! :D
i saw the car again! SGX **** *
i dno whats all the ****
and i saw side and back view today!!
ARGH! talking about it make me obsess

& hate amanda!
she was smsing her tutor
and she told him "my friend beside me keep blabbering about handsome boys and im bored"
when did handsome boys ever become a bored subject
its much more interesting than all-look-alike cars

moon cake festival tmr!
:D
i shall see charlene and jwee they all sing!
CHENG LI DE YUE GUANG!
the song is super nice lor
"its like my only tune, believe me, im serious. my melodious song"
AHAHA! GET IT KRISTEL?
X]

The unexpected always happen

now i know the rate of amanda obsession of cars
its just like how charlene obsess with weiming

seated according to index no. today
not exactly a bad thing though
cause, i got to slack at the back

quote for yesterday: "never play bball with howard"
hes tall, hes huge =X and hes pro
when he block infront of me
i cant see what lies behind him
he wore sleevless and he block you with his hands all rise up
yeah. forgot it you didnt get my point
hint: shave X]

quote for today: "no interest in car, interested in the one inside the car"
haha! cause i was telling how saddening it was when i didnt see someone im currently obsess with
no wrong idea. as in. CUTE
but what i saw was, technically his car
and amanda kept saying
"lie to me if it's a sports car"
"lie to me if it's an m3 sports convertible"
and obviously
I CANT DIFFERCIATE BETWEEN CARS
i mean car is car, they are just some metallic thing that drives people around
who cares about cars.
you got to care bout INNER BEAUTY
so its the people INSIDE the dam car. :D

ah. i shall get away and continue obsessing

i kept thinking today was thursday lah
& im so anticipating for incredible tales
theres pe tomorrow! :D

went charlene's house after school today
we took 1 hour to reach her house lah!
& going to her house can easily only spend 15 mins cause its just opp school
was reading newpaper while waiting for her to entertain me after she finish blogging
& it stated that 88% of males wouldn't really fall for women with perfect figures
one reason, they felt vulnerable besides them
46% of guys like girls with small waist and big butt
33% like girls with big boobs and big butt
6% like skinny girls
and the rest like girls who is.. i forgot. cool cool kind of thing, more unfemine girl lah
so why sacrifice your diet for perfect figures

then we played twister in charlene's house
after that jamie was looking at all the weird nape piercing and stuff
IT LOOKS SUPER PAINFUL
oh. huiling mag and jamie was there
huiling and mag was playing chinese song
jamie was playing english song
so charlene went to play japan song
then i got no song to play, then i looked for the indian GIRLY MAN song
LOL LAH! i lmao looking at the video trying to sing along with it

jamie quote " till wadever, never do us apart" obviously its she and tomson
i shall teach you how to find out the cup of your butt
measure your waist then measure your butt
use your measuring for butt to minus the measuring of waist
eg. if butt-waist = 1 inch
= A cup
eg. if butt-waist= 5 inch
= E cup
go measure yours today!

*whisper*
charlene got J cup butt
and mine is obviously a secret.
shhs

can the ezlink card come back
hate my mum lah.
i got a whole load of rant that can fill up the whole olympic size swimming pool
i got a whole load of tear that can gush out like the tsunami
i got a whole load of anger that can explode like the 1815 explosion of tambora volcano on the island of Sumbawa in Indonesia
i got a whole load of stuff to scream out that can break every bit of the ozone
i got a whole load of surpressed energy to stomp out everything that stays buried in the ground
i got a life that worst than those living in electricity & water supply short countries
ARGH! * continue ranting *


school was all the same boring
kailer and amanda is back in school :D

got the volleyball serving thing today
and i realise my hand-eye cordination in serving is lousy
i cant serve
the ball fly all direction ( cept for the way i wanted it to be)
rashes like red spots appeared on my arm
and huiling told me thats because the blood vessel burst
& i thought blood vessel burst will get stroke

& i started having totally classic / vintage dreams nowadays
i got this pirate dreams
and some i forgot cleanly dream
then last week my sister change bed with me for one night
so she slept up there and i slept down there
and i got no more dreams and she dreamt that my parents got divorced then we all nowhere to stay
then she didnt want to sleep up there anymore


i wanna see the loch ness monster
weijie and huiling wanna go to the bermuda triangle
i hope weijie dissappear in there:D

its the worst day today lah
i'm freak out and depressed and and and.. ARGH
wheres my wallet!!!!!
2nd one this year lah
F-R-E-A-K THIS
can it like come back tomorrow

then i tio grounded by mummy lah
cause i lost ezlink card
ARGH!
i'm depressed, very depressed, SUPER DEPRESSED

and yay!
CHARLENE and TIMOTHY are nice people
Charlene accompanied me for super long after i lost wallet
then she listened to me rant like siao
and she cheered me up with stupid conversation
and she walked with me to the bus stop
and she called everybody to ask for my wallet for me
and she "an wei" me
and walked with me everywhere
and she she she. alot alot
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
ahahaha! NICE!!!!!!!
LOVE YOU CHARLENE

and i asked timothy to check his bag see got my wallet anot
cause i scared people just sweep inside their bag
then timo wanted to give me his whole bag to search lah
and obviously i didnt
aha

yesterday was Flag Day!

now i love flag day
though we were selling stickers instead of flag

at first was supposed to meet with huiling, mag, ziting, kaiying they all de
then supposed to meet at 7 or 7.05
then i reach at 7 lah
& apparently no one was there
so i called huiling & she told me everybody was late
haha
after i hang the phone i heard sinister stupid laughter
so i turn behind and saw weijie, rodson and eugene
and obviously they are acting retarded walking towards me acting like sex maniac laughing in gee
horrible sight
so i waited with them cause they were waiting for timothy yanling and kristel and yea they were waiting in dover
then yixin SK huiling and amanda came
and kaiying mag and ziting got off without waiting for us
*sob*

& FLAG DAY BEGINS! :D
the first kind soul who donated is obviously myself! :DDDD
*smirks*
then me charlene huiling mag and amanda went orchard
charlene and i were deciding where to stand for the next 4 strenuous hours
and yea. it was 4 hours cause we were so dutifully accomplishing our cip

the first weird person i saw was this auntie in mid 50s
then she was like super weird
i was standing at the underground link de escalator there
so people who go up escalator will see me and donate
then the auntie stand opp me and there got a low wall
then she stand down there looking at me
so i smiled at her
then she pointed to this shop's glass door
the door's design was some smoke effect thing
and she said " tian1 lan2 cao3 qing1, zai4 chou1 yan1. HAHAHAHA"
translate: "blue sky green grass, smoking. HAHAHA"
im not exaggerating
cause she really HAHAHAHAHAHAHA liddat lah
then i freaked out and smile at her

i shall donate if people ask me to donate le lah
cause during flag day
got people dao me lah! sickening!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
& it feels like they ripped my heart out and left me there to die
then i wanted to explode

then got nice people who smile and put up the hand as in dun wan
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
LOVE UNCLES AND AUNTIES AND PEOPLE WITH LITTLE KIDS AND FOREIGNER!
alot of them donated!
the little children got the stickers already still will turn back and smile or wave at me lor
SO CUTE :]

cause the flag day was for elderly thing
then i ask old people to donate like very stupid liddat
so i dun wan ask them to donate
then they came to me themselves lah!
LOL!
*guilty*

now i shall do more more and more flag days thing
i shall donate and donate

feel the love on flag day

BORED!
i cant mug at home!
shit this
i only can mug in the library
RANT RANT RANT

freak this
everyhome should have a room like the library
with rows and rows of books
air condition
beanbags
desk
chair
librarians
sercurity guards
and blah blah blah

LIBRARY! MISS YOU!
LOL

I just got out from showering when i got this stupid conversation with my mum

M: Why must you wear the same shorts everyday? disgusting girl
( the fact that i wore fbt everyday & obviously they look the same to my mum)
I: Its all different shorts lah.i got 2 blue one and 2 black one lah
M: & whats with wearing nan hua tee everyday huh?
I: its good to keep a low profile by wearing quite the same thing everyday
M: yayaya. wearing those short shorts attracting stalker are low profile
I: i didnt get stalk wearing shorts lor!
I: as if you wun get any attention wearing all covered up
M: exactly! you wun.
I: what bout people who dressed like saudi arabia people walking around in singapore, when did they never ever caught any attention from people.
( heh. that isnt a racist statement )
M: no use talking to a person who talk no sense

LOL.

before i forget..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA FENG YING XUAN!

Look!
Its Green!
ZOMG!
-.-

BIODATA
-amanda feng ( yuqian's 5th love and proud to be one) X]
-offically 15 today
occupation: money extorter
-likes cow, guitar, green, green tea? AND TAKE PICTURES
-HATES THE SMELL OF LEMON BARLEY :D
( of course those were the only "some" i knew..)

Outstanding feature:
-Super White/Pale Skin
-Afraid of Cyclop
-Likes to bite
-most prolly wanted to join the cullen family
-super random

Being Honest time:
-i dun like her mum
-she got this "TEENY WINNY bit" of skills to liften up MY mood! be super honoured ( though its only abit)

AHAHA! <3333>

IM BORED
im gonna start tuition 2 and a half hour later
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

oh. yesterday is damn funny lah
i went bpp with my parents they all
then they went for dinner
and i dun feel like eating, so i brought my brother with me to the library
when we are leaving the library
as in got out from the door
i saw somebody who wore the same thing as me
ok. its the small hand big impact CIP shirt
then i stood there and wait for the person to turn
and it happen to be vera lah!
then i talk to her awhile then went look for my daddy they all

then i go down already
only my dad is at the table there
then he said my mum went and look for me
so i called my mum and told her im not in the library anymore lah
then when she came down i told her i saw vera
then she wear same thing as me lo! cool! tt kind of thing
then she tell me she went to the library and saw vera looking for books
then she said "qian, wheres your brother"
then vera obviously dno my mother is speaking to her
then my mum is like why she nvr respond
so she saw vera shoes and realise it wasnt me
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE CANT RECOGNISED HER OWN DAUGHTER!

after that we went to NTUC
we were queueing to pay tt time
i saw this woman standing at the automatic glass door thing
then i was like, why she keep covering her head then bent down one
& suddenly i heard LOUD crash thing
and the automatic glass door COLLASPE eh!
its like the whole door is gone
then all the glass pieces on the floor lah
then everybody went to crowd and see
tts when i spotted my daddy inside the crowd too. -.-
my daddy told me got one little boy injured lor
then beside the glass door place is a clinic-.-!!!!!
then the little boy went in to see doctor.
LOL!

its like OMG lah
i saw the damn door came down lah
lol