I GOT TO MUG

the good girl here gonna start extreme mugging now
mr liu still talk to me bout how lousy my chem is a few days ago
and mr ng named the 15 most likely retained people
i inside also lor
i failed overall!
ARGH! i shall mug mug mug and mug

i saw my currently got me obsess guy today! :D
i saw the car again! SGX **** *
i dno whats all the ****
and i saw side and back view today!!
ARGH! talking about it make me obsess

& hate amanda!
she was smsing her tutor
and she told him "my friend beside me keep blabbering about handsome boys and im bored"
when did handsome boys ever become a bored subject
its much more interesting than all-look-alike cars

moon cake festival tmr!
:D
i shall see charlene and jwee they all sing!
CHENG LI DE YUE GUANG!
the song is super nice lor
"its like my only tune, believe me, im serious. my melodious song"
AHAHA! GET IT KRISTEL?
X]

The unexpected always happen

now i know the rate of amanda obsession of cars
its just like how charlene obsess with weiming

seated according to index no. today
not exactly a bad thing though
cause, i got to slack at the back

quote for yesterday: "never play bball with howard"
hes tall, hes huge =X and hes pro
when he block infront of me
i cant see what lies behind him
he wore sleevless and he block you with his hands all rise up
yeah. forgot it you didnt get my point
hint: shave X]

quote for today: "no interest in car, interested in the one inside the car"
haha! cause i was telling how saddening it was when i didnt see someone im currently obsess with
no wrong idea. as in. CUTE
but what i saw was, technically his car
and amanda kept saying
"lie to me if it's a sports car"
"lie to me if it's an m3 sports convertible"
and obviously
I CANT DIFFERCIATE BETWEEN CARS
i mean car is car, they are just some metallic thing that drives people around
who cares about cars.
you got to care bout INNER BEAUTY
so its the people INSIDE the dam car. :D

ah. i shall get away and continue obsessing

i kept thinking today was thursday lah
& im so anticipating for incredible tales
theres pe tomorrow! :D

went charlene's house after school today
we took 1 hour to reach her house lah!
& going to her house can easily only spend 15 mins cause its just opp school
was reading newpaper while waiting for her to entertain me after she finish blogging
& it stated that 88% of males wouldn't really fall for women with perfect figures
one reason, they felt vulnerable besides them
46% of guys like girls with small waist and big butt
33% like girls with big boobs and big butt
6% like skinny girls
and the rest like girls who is.. i forgot. cool cool kind of thing, more unfemine girl lah
so why sacrifice your diet for perfect figures

then we played twister in charlene's house
after that jamie was looking at all the weird nape piercing and stuff
IT LOOKS SUPER PAINFUL
oh. huiling mag and jamie was there
huiling and mag was playing chinese song
jamie was playing english song
so charlene went to play japan song
then i got no song to play, then i looked for the indian GIRLY MAN song
LOL LAH! i lmao looking at the video trying to sing along with it

jamie quote " till wadever, never do us apart" obviously its she and tomson
i shall teach you how to find out the cup of your butt
measure your waist then measure your butt
use your measuring for butt to minus the measuring of waist
eg. if butt-waist = 1 inch
= A cup
eg. if butt-waist= 5 inch
= E cup
go measure yours today!

*whisper*
charlene got J cup butt
and mine is obviously a secret.
shhs

can the ezlink card come back
hate my mum lah.
i got a whole load of rant that can fill up the whole olympic size swimming pool
i got a whole load of tear that can gush out like the tsunami
i got a whole load of anger that can explode like the 1815 explosion of tambora volcano on the island of Sumbawa in Indonesia
i got a whole load of stuff to scream out that can break every bit of the ozone
i got a whole load of surpressed energy to stomp out everything that stays buried in the ground
i got a life that worst than those living in electricity & water supply short countries
ARGH! * continue ranting *


school was all the same boring
kailer and amanda is back in school :D

got the volleyball serving thing today
and i realise my hand-eye cordination in serving is lousy
i cant serve
the ball fly all direction ( cept for the way i wanted it to be)
rashes like red spots appeared on my arm
and huiling told me thats because the blood vessel burst
& i thought blood vessel burst will get stroke

& i started having totally classic / vintage dreams nowadays
i got this pirate dreams
and some i forgot cleanly dream
then last week my sister change bed with me for one night
so she slept up there and i slept down there
and i got no more dreams and she dreamt that my parents got divorced then we all nowhere to stay
then she didnt want to sleep up there anymore


i wanna see the loch ness monster
weijie and huiling wanna go to the bermuda triangle
i hope weijie dissappear in there:D

its the worst day today lah
i'm freak out and depressed and and and.. ARGH
wheres my wallet!!!!!
2nd one this year lah
F-R-E-A-K THIS
can it like come back tomorrow

then i tio grounded by mummy lah
cause i lost ezlink card
ARGH!
i'm depressed, very depressed, SUPER DEPRESSED

and yay!
CHARLENE and TIMOTHY are nice people
Charlene accompanied me for super long after i lost wallet
then she listened to me rant like siao
and she cheered me up with stupid conversation
and she walked with me to the bus stop
and she called everybody to ask for my wallet for me
and she "an wei" me
and walked with me everywhere
and she she she. alot alot
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
ahahaha! NICE!!!!!!!
LOVE YOU CHARLENE

and i asked timothy to check his bag see got my wallet anot
cause i scared people just sweep inside their bag
then timo wanted to give me his whole bag to search lah
and obviously i didnt
aha

yesterday was Flag Day!

now i love flag day
though we were selling stickers instead of flag

at first was supposed to meet with huiling, mag, ziting, kaiying they all de
then supposed to meet at 7 or 7.05
then i reach at 7 lah
& apparently no one was there
so i called huiling & she told me everybody was late
haha
after i hang the phone i heard sinister stupid laughter
so i turn behind and saw weijie, rodson and eugene
and obviously they are acting retarded walking towards me acting like sex maniac laughing in gee
horrible sight
so i waited with them cause they were waiting for timothy yanling and kristel and yea they were waiting in dover
then yixin SK huiling and amanda came
and kaiying mag and ziting got off without waiting for us
*sob*

& FLAG DAY BEGINS! :D
the first kind soul who donated is obviously myself! :DDDD
*smirks*
then me charlene huiling mag and amanda went orchard
charlene and i were deciding where to stand for the next 4 strenuous hours
and yea. it was 4 hours cause we were so dutifully accomplishing our cip

the first weird person i saw was this auntie in mid 50s
then she was like super weird
i was standing at the underground link de escalator there
so people who go up escalator will see me and donate
then the auntie stand opp me and there got a low wall
then she stand down there looking at me
so i smiled at her
then she pointed to this shop's glass door
the door's design was some smoke effect thing
and she said " tian1 lan2 cao3 qing1, zai4 chou1 yan1. HAHAHAHA"
translate: "blue sky green grass, smoking. HAHAHA"
im not exaggerating
cause she really HAHAHAHAHAHAHA liddat lah
then i freaked out and smile at her

i shall donate if people ask me to donate le lah
cause during flag day
got people dao me lah! sickening!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
& it feels like they ripped my heart out and left me there to die
then i wanted to explode

then got nice people who smile and put up the hand as in dun wan
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
LOVE UNCLES AND AUNTIES AND PEOPLE WITH LITTLE KIDS AND FOREIGNER!
alot of them donated!
the little children got the stickers already still will turn back and smile or wave at me lor
SO CUTE :]

cause the flag day was for elderly thing
then i ask old people to donate like very stupid liddat
so i dun wan ask them to donate
then they came to me themselves lah!
LOL!
*guilty*

now i shall do more more and more flag days thing
i shall donate and donate

feel the love on flag day

BORED!
i cant mug at home!
shit this
i only can mug in the library
RANT RANT RANT

freak this
everyhome should have a room like the library
with rows and rows of books
air condition
beanbags
desk
chair
librarians
sercurity guards
and blah blah blah

LIBRARY! MISS YOU!
LOL

I just got out from showering when i got this stupid conversation with my mum

M: Why must you wear the same shorts everyday? disgusting girl
( the fact that i wore fbt everyday & obviously they look the same to my mum)
I: Its all different shorts lah.i got 2 blue one and 2 black one lah
M: & whats with wearing nan hua tee everyday huh?
I: its good to keep a low profile by wearing quite the same thing everyday
M: yayaya. wearing those short shorts attracting stalker are low profile
I: i didnt get stalk wearing shorts lor!
I: as if you wun get any attention wearing all covered up
M: exactly! you wun.
I: what bout people who dressed like saudi arabia people walking around in singapore, when did they never ever caught any attention from people.
( heh. that isnt a racist statement )
M: no use talking to a person who talk no sense

LOL.

before i forget..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA FENG YING XUAN!

Look!
Its Green!
ZOMG!
-.-

BIODATA
-amanda feng ( yuqian's 5th love and proud to be one) X]
-offically 15 today
occupation: money extorter
-likes cow, guitar, green, green tea? AND TAKE PICTURES
-HATES THE SMELL OF LEMON BARLEY :D
( of course those were the only "some" i knew..)

Outstanding feature:
-Super White/Pale Skin
-Afraid of Cyclop
-Likes to bite
-most prolly wanted to join the cullen family
-super random

Being Honest time:
-i dun like her mum
-she got this "TEENY WINNY bit" of skills to liften up MY mood! be super honoured ( though its only abit)

AHAHA! <3333>

IM BORED
im gonna start tuition 2 and a half hour later
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

oh. yesterday is damn funny lah
i went bpp with my parents they all
then they went for dinner
and i dun feel like eating, so i brought my brother with me to the library
when we are leaving the library
as in got out from the door
i saw somebody who wore the same thing as me
ok. its the small hand big impact CIP shirt
then i stood there and wait for the person to turn
and it happen to be vera lah!
then i talk to her awhile then went look for my daddy they all

then i go down already
only my dad is at the table there
then he said my mum went and look for me
so i called my mum and told her im not in the library anymore lah
then when she came down i told her i saw vera
then she wear same thing as me lo! cool! tt kind of thing
then she tell me she went to the library and saw vera looking for books
then she said "qian, wheres your brother"
then vera obviously dno my mother is speaking to her
then my mum is like why she nvr respond
so she saw vera shoes and realise it wasnt me
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE CANT RECOGNISED HER OWN DAUGHTER!

after that we went to NTUC
we were queueing to pay tt time
i saw this woman standing at the automatic glass door thing
then i was like, why she keep covering her head then bent down one
& suddenly i heard LOUD crash thing
and the automatic glass door COLLASPE eh!
its like the whole door is gone
then all the glass pieces on the floor lah
then everybody went to crowd and see
tts when i spotted my daddy inside the crowd too. -.-
my daddy told me got one little boy injured lor
then beside the glass door place is a clinic-.-!!!!!
then the little boy went in to see doctor.
LOL!

its like OMG lah
i saw the damn door came down lah
lol

I TOTALLY FLUNKK CT2 LAH
freak this
i hate exams
i failed 3!! with an "outstanding" 3 F9sssss
SHIT THISS!! HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE
darn
im gonna mug now

nd. ARGH! i hate b.lim lah
shit her lah
she weird lah. like to catch ppl's attire
pfft

oh. and my mum restricted me on the usage of computer
shit this
i only can touch my com like 4 days per week
how saddening is this!?
i shall NOT touch the com on mon, wed and thur
:D

i FLUNK amaths

ah. at science centre
we never go with howard they all
ahahahahahah

That is like, a finger puppet. :D

eww. charlene look totally horrible with those refine urhmm

ok. the sign said look into the nose
i wasnt being spastic looking into it

cause shes worst. she went inside the nose

i like this. pretty!

Attention to all with weak hearts
ok. heart problem
nonono. ok. there something to do with heart with alll the pictures below
if you have heart problem
please refrain from scrolling down anymore
what you are going to see
well, may cause drowsiness. blurring of eyesights ( not exactly )
oh. and you get to see the gross side of amanda
but. YEA DUN SCROLL DOWN IF YOU ARE AFRAID OF RAW HEART
(the lead isnt amanda)
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the heart show begins
thats a sheep's heart by the way
its a bio practical.. yea.

yea. its being like, cut

being a heart is not good at all
you get stabbed

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i hate common test damn damn dammit
i failed emaths
i think i flunk amaths

today got biology
then after the test all the ppl say its easy
but it isnt easy at all. damn
cause i doing until halfway
then i saw lucas they all all not writing already
like finish the whole damn paper le la
then i still have like 5 pages to go on with

then left 10 mins before test end i still have 3 pages lah
ahaha. but i finished. :D
stella didnt finish her paper

then me and charlene still thinking where we want to go after school
huiling and jamie Pangseh me lah
we supposed to go SPCA de lor
then they dun want go already
huiling need to go home
jamie got piano
then me and charlene wanted to go science centre
but then after wards howard eric they all ask us to go queenstown
AHAHA! howard!! eric!
then ashleigh, anlin they all going also i think

Tag replies:
amanda: yes. the heart is damn gross lah. ewww. smelly
kaiying: oh ya lah. u liar liar. still tell me you dun like. aha. but i still love you! :D

aha.
talking to people makes me happy
LOL. random
oh.
attention all girls:
pls evacuate from tay kai ying and she claimed that shes a les
she doesnt like flower
chocolates
bras -.-
soft toys
diamond
and stuff
and she likes, football, basketball, and and. i dunno
LOL! shes like a guy! oh man

ok. i shall mug for biology. :D

& drawing smiles make me happy
watching daisy make me happy
talking to people make me happy
listening to 雨樱花 makes me happy
ah. i shall be happy
cause cause cause. ahaha. who said so

I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while [LOL]
i shall be a happy girl
thats when you can hear me laugh
so stop asking me to shuddup bout all the laughter
before you regret not hearing any of it anymore
before i cry again

oh damn. and i forgot to mention the biology spa SHEEP'S HEART
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
and i cant pair with charlene
cause it thought she wun dare to touch it too like me
but eventually she did
but i paired with amanda
i feel like puking thinking of it
cause me and amanda's sheep's heart is like
full of FATS
and im so tempted to cut it all out
but. i didnt touch that thing
its grosssssssssssssssss
i got clean gloves

then after the thing got the soap
then i was like cleaning like the advertisement lah
and im still crapping with mag and huiling how to wash CLEANLY
and mag said "damn you lah. you didnt even touch the heart"
then i realise. OH YA. I HAVE CLEAN HANDS ALREADY
ahahaha!
but i took the scissors thingy to cut fats.
THANK AMANDA FENG YING XUAN for cutting that ewww thing

i shall upload amanda and her gross heart later. ahaha!
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smilie faces are good for a happy day
LOL

lol
my ahyi went to book a 2 badminton court
ok. damn, its the whole court
then almost all the relative went for badminton lah
and i realise. cool. im happy when im badminton-ing :)))))))))))))))))))
cause the only thing in my head is. hit the ball. aha
then they still bring volleyball, basketball
-.- cause got alot of spaces
then everybody is like exercising
and i still have geog test tmr lah
aha.

雨樱花 lyrics

雨后落下一地的忧伤
溶化偷偷想你的伪装
落叶排成思念的形状
我撑着伞不去看

樱花飘落背后的幽雅
藏着一句说不出的话
窗外吹着无语的牵挂
轻轻吹动我头发

如此的爱你
花刺痛的伤
我不想抵抗
该要如何学会隐藏

傻傻的微笑表情却无法言语
偷偷的像是记忆了幸福的相机
轻轻的呼吸身边有你的空气
我还记得你说樱花很美丽

不愿意再轻易从你身边离去
不忘记写下樱花飘落的那场雨
不放弃心中刻下了永远爱你
你说我和你
都为了此刻着迷


the song is damn nice lah!
ahaha
樱花很美丽
i dun even know how it looks like

BOO!
ahaha. after school today me, jamie and huiling is like talking bout these weird doppleganger thing
so funny lah


the gatekeeper of my brain went for a vacation and a new one took its place
dammit, i shall call the new gatekeeper "sleepyhead"
RANDOM!
cause i keep wanting to sleep. damn damn damn

I shall name my doppleganger qianyu
LOL!
its those thing thats like ur shadow
but its now ur shadow
like ur spirit that follow you and do whatever you do tt kind of thing
then when you see ur own doppleganger, you die
-.-
then i was like telling jamie when i sleep
my doppleganger will be squashed up
cause.. it shld always be behind me wad
then jamie say it goes up to the ceiling
FREAKY!

bullshit. my body arent functioning
the eyes look at the wrong place
the heart beat at the wrong time
the brain drop dead during exams
i need doc. Feng!!
ahaha!

because you cant hear anything when the musics loud

no time to blog.
damn damn damn
im totally getting killed by emaths
ARGH! EMATHS!
when i saw the emaths questions
i think i want to cry lah
shit this. im becoming a crybaby:D
i love babies!! -.- random
but i want a siberian husky more
PRETTY PRETTY PRETTY!!!!
i think i was so obsessed to it i used got its picture on my desktop.
i can look at it everyday. love love love


What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do


dammit. you know & youre acting like you dont
freak!!!!!!! hmph
[im gonna cry till my eyes pop out]
shit this. i have great sixth sense. -.-
thats not suppose to be a self praise sentence

i think i was just being scam throughout this few days lah
mugging shall become part of my life
-no connection-

8/8
well, mummy smsed me and say my popo fainted as in the other great grandmother who is like 93 year old this year lah.
then its like dammit lah. i LOVE my great grandmother and my grandmother like siao one lah. then i also dno wad i was thinking
i think my brain just stop processing for the next 7hrs plus and the only stuff my body can produce is those stupid liquid that flow out from the eyes
aiya. i doubt you all can feel that
cause i also dno how to describe that feeling
as in you want to tell somebody but you dun feel like telling anybody thing
i so scared lah
then my daddy say tmr then can fetch us to malaysia to see her and stuff

9/8/
so on this national day
my daddy fetch us to see granny
then she lying on the hospital bed in malaysia
i saw her lying down there then i cry like siao
cause i forgot which idiot told me earlier on shes like dead
so i think from wad i remembered now, i was the only one crying lah
as in not those loud loud cry
then my daddy is like "shuddup lah, shes sleeping"
then im like "SLEEPING?!"
damn. scammed
but i rather i was scammed lah. :D
then at night we go back singapore already

10/8
then in the morning my ah yi called my mum and asked her want go malaysia again anot
then my mummy go and decided to stay overnight there and left me at home cause i was having tuition. pfft
so only me and my sister left at home lah
so arnd 3 plus liddat i was damn hungry
so i went to bpp to buy food then i smsed huiling she can go out anot
then she came and find me lah!
:D
then we went to eat mac
and i was totally ranting how much tear gland they have scammed from me
then we talked alot of nonsense aha!
then 6 plus liddat she left
ah! HUILING! :D

11/8
then yesterday when mummy came back
its not nice at all!
she will keep nagging me to clear up the room, study and stuff
boring day

argh. i hate my life