i got so hyper yesterday lah!
rmb NDP last year?
after the pratice got this biscuit thing
caramelized bisuit that thing
I FOUND IT IN CARREFOUR YESTERDAY!
lol!!
and im eating it like every second. omgg.
the lotus brand that one.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
:DDDDDDD

OH! did i mention
stupid eric went to visit me when i was working lah
THIS IS SUPER DUILIAN!
i just walk out from the "storeroom"
then i was walking around the shop
& i realise this guy look super like eric
as in the backview

i didnt know what i did lah
i think i was standing there behind him i mean
the whole time
until he turn over
gosh. i shant discribe my expression. its super hideous
then he saw me and walk outta shop
never even say "hi" lah
._.

later he smsed and tell me the uniform make me look toot
huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i want to cry lah
but the problem is with the uniform lah

AND!
this little boy.
like 7 year old bah
his mother tell him
"take this shoe to jiejie see have your size anot"
this is ok
THE MOST RIDICULOUS PART IS WHEN HE CAME OVER AND SAY
"AUNTIE. THIS ONE GOT 1 SIZE BIGGER?"
WTH!!!!!!!AUNTIE!? i felt like slamming the shoebox in my hands at his face lah
then this guy working with me de mah
he keep call me auntie also lah. hes like 16 and nobody called him uncle?

but. got one time a customer thought HE is a GIRL ( the 16 year old one)
then the woman(customer) ask the cashier there say
"why that girl so cu lu? (rough/clumsy)" *point at the guy*
lucky i was in the storeroom lah
later the cashier thought is say me then point wrong
anw. the woman also is that guy serve de
well. he calls me auntie. i call him ah girl
haha. the manager calls him ah girl also. :D

i bet theres somebody wrong with little boys' eyes
or they just doesnt know how to call jiejie yet

theres so much i wanna do lah
yup. i got like 3 days off straight from mon-wed
and this is soooo boring!
i think the boredness went to the extreme i brought my sister to watch enchanted with me. :X
actually me & my sister + my cousin

its actually not that bad lah
cause i went to pin my sister's hair up and stuff
so it doesnt look like im bringing a primary school kid out
not exaggerating. those who saw my sister b4 nvr imagine her to be like 14
she look like a typical 11-12 year old

& some freakin despo was like trying to get his hands on all the msn add in my friendster.
yes. CGL. its your friend
d-e-s-p-o
he just keep spamming me on msn asking me for ppl's msn
then this girl samantha. yup. shes in amanda's friendlist lah
so CGL's fren ask for amanda's msn to ask amanda feng for her fren msn
despo to extreme
& told me the samantha girl from his church. and stuff. blah blah blah
then later he wanted yihua's, yueli's
urgh. disgusting
pls. keep your fren at bay

tell me whose the kid

AH! i cant go melacca with mummy and daddy!!!
LOL
they going from like this sat to this sun
then the i today and tmr no need to work
sat and sun have to work!
tell me im dreaming.
YAY! no need to go with them
LOL. im so not dreaming :D

lol. this stupid thing happen yesterday+yesterday
i was like as usual walking out from plaza sing
then plaza sing outside everyday also got people ask for donation
so i jolly forgot that dumb day
i was walking like a dumbo into the hi-miss-you-will-kindly-donate crowd luh!
when i realise what i was doing i went looking for my phone
i wanted to pretend talking on the phone mah, then they cannot kaciao me ( it works lor)
AH! but i took out green tea instead and put it to my ear lah!
gosh. bloody stupid. bet they thought i was some mad ass
but my stupidity didnt turn them off
this guy still shout until so loud like " WAIT MISS"
=.=
and its like some comand thing. my legs stopped.
then he talk crap say blah blah blah lah
in the end still donated
then got to write name and stuff
the other fellow stood beside me and
him: hello. since you donated for him might as well donate to me also
me: dont want *scribbling my name and stuff*
him: bu yao?
me: bu yao
him: confirm?
me: confirm
him: que ding?
me: que ding
him: sure?
me: sure
him: no regrets?
me: no regrets
him: chop?
me: chop
him: ok. xiexie
me: ok. np
LOL! ok. random. but i think that guy super funny. =.=

then yesterday
going up the escalator mah
this woman on the other escalator drop her bag
then she like shock and quickly bend down and grab her bag.
AND HER BUTT CRACK IS LIKE DISPLAYED TO THE WHOLE SHOPPING CENTRE
at first. i was like indifferent
then as the escalator goes up and that woman escalator go down
this man at her escalator just saw the incident also mah. then he down there laugh and tell his fren
and i got this sudden urge to burst out laughing luh
it just suddenly link back to what me and eric saw like last year
RMB?
GOSH! lets go out!
charlene! howard! eric! AH! LOL

BOOOO
gosh. blog is like super dead

ah! went to work yesterday from 1-5
HAHA! i like to work already lahhhh
nah. i shant tell you all where.
in case you all come ( i knew you all wont. not so nice)
but the uniform is....... urgh
but but. gah! i want to describe :X

cause yesterday first day of work mah
so much reach 1/2 an hour earlier
then i reach another 1/2 an hour earlier
so thats like 1 hr earlier.
haha. so went and walk like 5 rounds around in carrefour
dont ask me how i did it
cause i was stalking this weird guy=.=

then later i lost that weird person
nd went to work
AHHHHHHHHH!! nice~
my first customer suppose to be a 3 year old kid
but he nvr come then the mother come and help him buy
then that person so nice lah.
ok. sell stuff
then later need to find the stuff mah
then the storage room is like super funnnnn
then find thing can climb up foldable ladder thing
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! i want to work
yay! working again tmr from 4-8

P.S : YES CHARLENE! I WANNA GO SHOPPING WITH YOU TOOOOO!I THINK IM GONNA DIE WITHOUT SHOPPING. urgh. i sounded like a despo who is deprieved of shopping for like forever

ahh.
going out with huiling tmr for MORE interviewwwwww
gahhhhh

tuesday that time went with her to bpp
cause she want interview at ichiban
then nvr go. :D
so went to lot 1 to make my ezlink card for o'lvl
and walk arnd.
ah. i dno what we do alr. :X

booo. 209 chalet cominggggg!
:DDDDDDDD
3 more dayss. YAY

offically declare:
-I dropped Amaths
-I WILL get A1 for chinese :D
-Daddy said my Amaths grade is an big insult. whether i took the exam during EOY or not, it doesnt make a difference. great.
-Mr Ng said i made a good choice by dropping Amaths
-Charlene's Ma is horrible
-Chocolates makes you happy but it doesnt control your temper
-Just got lectured by mum
-Audi makes you addicted
-I am a plastic bag
-Amanda Feng looks like a C. Lunatic on her I.C
-Im suffering from depression
-I shall go rollerblade now

boooooo.
lol. got lots of cuts and "holes"
cause went rollerblading everyday but i nvr fall down!
i just hit low wall and stairs
ahhh. painnnn
its red and swollen and urgh
ugly.

ahh. 7 more days to 209 chalet
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
im gonna turn into a retard without school.
goshhhh.

long john never call meeee
omg. im sad.
now my mummy want me to go ichiban. -.-
i hate holidays now. >:[

i think im having mood swing
LOL!
didnt talk alot in school. argh
im cursed. everyy month. if you get it. bloodyyyyyyyyy freak.
then while walking home i was ranting to amanda
"why am i moody today?"
"urgh. teach me how to become unmoody"
and she said
"im moody everyday, im emo rmb?"
........
"ah. i shall start roller blading to be happy when i reach home"
"i shall buy lots of chocolates"
"i shall just die"

mood swing are FREAK
gahhhhhhhhhh.
and i didnt ate tomyam todayyyyyyyyyyyyyy
T.T

quiz!:D from charlene chan

List out your Top 5 Birthday Presents Which You Wish For:
1. new phone
2. blue red green jean shorts :D
3. bag
4. whole of bugis! ( you wanna give it to me? X] )
5. new WALLET!

1. The person who tagged you was: ChRLENE
2. Your relationship with him/her is?
classmate, friend, schoolmate, les
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
high lvl of siao(laugh) dian, naive, noisy, nice? AHA, highly entertaining
4. Most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
pei me walk around central after losing my wallet
5. Most memorable words she has said to you?
ahaha. i doubt theres any :DDDDDDDDD
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
jump myself to death
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
stop flirting! :D stop being a General horn
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
ha. go away
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
too entertaining. ( obviously thats bullshit)
10. The thing you desire to do most for him/her would be?
-.- kick her down the stairs :D HAHA
11. Overall impression of him/her?
highly entertaining
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
............................
13. A character trait you love about yourself?
o.O nothing :D
14. A character trait you hate about yourself?
:D
15. Person you want to be?
myself?
16. Say something to the people who care for you!
hello! bye

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people to know what they feel about you. in no particular order…
1. charlene chan
2. cheong huiling
3. jamie wong
4. eric leong
5. howard soedargo
6. jiakang
7. amandafeng
8. xueer
9. taykaiying
10. magdalene phua

Who is #6 [jiakang] having a relationship with?
dno. kristel? AHAHA

Is #9 [taykaiying] a male or female?
female

If #7 [amandafeng] and #10 [mag phua] are together, will it be a good thing?
unless singapore were open about lesbian marriage

How about #8 [xueerl] and #5 [howard]?
haha! no!!!!!!!!! unless howard suddenly got good taste. :D

What is #2 [huilinh] studying about?
lit, elec geog, bio, chem (double science)

When was the last you talked to #3 [jamie]?
ORGH! who wanna talk to her :D

What kind of music does #8 [xueer] like?
dno.

Does #1 [charlene] have any siblings?
brother! calvin. irritating. :X

Will you woo #3[jamie]?
i wish i could. but shes taken. T.T

How about #7 [amandafeng]?
yea. shes mine already

Is #4 [eric] single?
not single but single. get it?

What’s #5[howard]’s surname?
soedargooo. cargooo

How about #10[mag phua]’s?
phua

#4[eric]’s hobby?
going home with some people and totally forgets about us. booooo

Do #5[howard] and #9[kaiying] get along?
doubt howard can bear with her noise. HAHA kaiying! :D

Where does #2[huiling] study at?
nan hua

Say something casual about #1[charlene]?
noisy

Have you tried developing feelings about #8[xueer]?
yea. lots of time

Where does #9[kaiying] live?
eh. lakeside?

Are #5[howard] and #1[charlene] best friends?
yea! not exactly bestieeeee that best. best fren. yea.

Does #7[amanda] like #2[huiling]?
ya

How did you get to know #2[huiling]?
since we got into 312. not the first day lah

Does #1[charlene] have any pets?
no. unless all the plushie on her bed can be counted, she shld have more than 10

Is #7[amandafeng] the sexiest person in the world?
NAH! :D

LOL
i wasnt the lowest for amaths
-.-

aint depressed anymore ( not )
went to JEC with charlene and amanda today
ate koba
as usual im eating like damn slowly luh
then they went off to buy oreo without me. :\
its they ate damn fast lor

then went to the library
and read a bimbotic book
got one excert was
"ewww! your legs' hairy at the front and baldy at the back!"
i look into the mirror and got a shock of my lifetime, jas right i got hairy legs in front and baldy legs at the back! i wonder what use does that achieve when god created those kind of legs. It doesnt! Unless in the ancient time when women who got my legs got chased by a dinosaur and she must be thinking to herself " wait till i turn to the front and let you see my hairy legs to proof that im no push over hideous monster!"

LOL lah!
i burst out laughing in the library when i read that lah
bloody stupid

Pissed

lol. didnt go anywhere on sat
cause smth crop up and gtg malaysia.

borrinngggggggggg
i officially announce im down with.................................
lol. i dno what i want to say. omg.
down with
depressionnnnnnn
linear depression

HATE BRACE

im going to declare
im offically dumb
STUPID AMATHS! SO LOW LAH. -.-
so low until charlene suanned me, weijie and guan zhi laughed at me
urgh!!
DROP! :D

urgh.
going out with huiling tmrrrrrr to buy presents and eclipse ( maybe)
ahaha!

and mummy they all gonna go malaysia tmr
i shall be left all alone overnight
WWWWWWWHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

im still pissed at my maths
i sucks
LOL

ARGH
IM BLOODY DUMB

i want to RANT

argh!
the announcement today was bout what must clear locker by tomorrow
bullock lah.
i was carrying the booksssss home with amanda and i thought i would probably die halfway
i swear upon my chocolates that im gonna take a taxi home if there is another book clearing day
amanda was stopping and breathing her lungs out for every 200m she walked
and the 963 bus was squeezy until cannot
i was thinking how i would look like if i lost my balance and collaspe onto the floor
omg. diu lian!
good thing we didnt receive our maths paper today
or i would most propably rant until my blog have no space to write

i got 9th for bio!
and THATS NOT A GOOD THING
omgggggggggggggg i cry already lah
went to 301 to go through paper
charlene was as usual hyper over weiming ( hes from that class )
she couldnt peel her super glued eyes from him lah
omg. NOT CUTE AT ALL LOR HE!
:X

i flunk chemistry agaiinnnnnnnnn
38.5
T.T
but kaiying said she wanna tutor me during holiday
:D oh yay
THANK KAIYING

oh. i told rodson chue im gonna post bout him
ok. here it goes.
you sucks
:D hes ( add in negative traits )
stop flaming me

1. Your ex and you = over

2. I am listening to = Big girls dont cry - FERGIE

3. Maybe I should = stop using the com

4. I love = puremilk since yesterday! :D

5. Chocolate = makes me happy

6. I dont understand = math.

7. I have lost my respect for = eh?

8. I last ate = biscuits

9.The meaning of my display name is = my blog url! :]

10. God = something that live in the sky

11. Someday = i will pass AMATH ( highly impossible )

12. I will always remember = what you said

13. Love seems to = died

14. I never ever want to lose = my parents

15. My Friendster is = stupid

16.Tomorrow I will = go to school!! urgh! :[

17. I get annoyed when = my sister talk to me

18. Parties = TIME TO GO WILD

20. Simple kisses = ..

21. Today I = did nothing

22. I wish = to pass mathss


IS YOUR / ARE YOU…

01. is your hair wet?: slightly

02. is your cell phone right by you?: nope

03. do you miss someone?: no

04. are you wearing chap stick?: huh?

05. are you tired?: sort of

06. are you wearing pyjamas?: -.- i dun own any

08. are you mad?: im mad. yeah. insane

09. are you upset?: NO


HAVE YOU…

01. Recently done something you regret?: bringing my phone to the poolll

02. ever stuck gum under a desk?: nope

03. ever kicked someone?: yeah. yeozhenhao. wooo

04. ever tripped over your own feet?: yes :X


TODAY HAVE YOU…

01. cursed?: nope

02. gotten mad at someone?: NO

Q: person who is on your mind right now? -.- <--this
Q: do you have any siblings?: 2!
Q: do you want children?: 2?
Q: do you smile often?: neutral
Q: do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?: nah. dont bother.
Q: do you like your handwriting?: sometimes.
Q: are your toenails painted?: noooo
Q: are you a friendly person?: dont know
Q: whose bed other than yours do you sleep in?: relative's?
Q: what color shirt are you wearing?: brown
Q: what were you doing at 7pm yesterday?: badminton
Q: I cant wait for: holiday to be hereeeee
Q:Later: tidy room. :\

I really want to tell you something. ):

1. Are you smiling?
nah. headache. PAIN

2. When is the last time you met someone new?
when? omg. when ah?

3. What is irritating you right now?
my phone. damn

4. When did you last eat pizza?
forgot... cultural pot that time?

5. Do you drink beer?
No

6. Do you have any friends who are famous?
no?

7. Are you any good at poker?
no. damn. i suck at it

8. What do you want?
all the things in my wishlist :D

9. Are you tired?
extremely!

10. Last spoken words you heard?
"i thought you were supposed to be asleep"

11. Have you ever kissed anyone named John?
no

12. Besides your bed, what is your favorite thing in your room?
money! :))

13. Pepsi or Coke?
coke lime

14. Did you ever throw up?
TODAY! freak. it started with seeing reflective thing on every object, follow by headache. follow by puke. ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. hate puking.

15. Did you ever throw up while kissing someone?
LOL! THATS DAMN DISGUSTING.

16. Who was the last person you hugged?
my brother. :D oh. such a loving sister. LMAO

18. Are you restless?
Sort of.

19. Is your computer a laptop?
yes

20.Are you allowed to stay up later than 10pm on a weeknight?
yea

21. Want to be a princess?
Not really.

22. Do you believe dreams come true?
Perhaps.

23. Last song you heard?
forgot.

24. Do you like Batman?
No!

25. Who is in the room with you?
nobody

26. Who's house did you go to last night?
my house

27. Who was the last person you told you love them?
kaiying. LOL

28. What was the last thing you ate?
cookie

29. What were you doing before this?
being a retard playing a game my brother found on the net. some sushi on the roll thing

30. What is the closest item near you that is blue?
maths TYS!

31. What are you wearing on your feet?
Nothing.

32. What instant messaging service do you use?
Windows Live Messager-MSN.

33. What is your favourite website?
www.relateanalogy.blogspot.com

34. What are your favourite pair of shoes?
eh. my slipper. :D cause jamie said its nice

35. What do you wear more, jeans or sweatpants?
jeans

36. What is the last movie you watched?
Evan Almighty

37. What do you currently hear right now?
sound from the TV

38. When did you last buy a new pair of pants?
ohhh. when?

40. When did you last take a shower?
10 plus

42. Where’s your favorite place to be?
CHARLETS

44. Where is your mom?
kitchen

45. Where do you sleep?
BED, in my room

46.Where do you shop the most?
bugis :D

47. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
nan hua. class tee

50. Why did you pick your background?
theres nothing on my background. plain blue

52. Are you happy with where you live?
not really.

53. Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
Perhaps.

54. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
no

55. Have you ever talked about marriage with someone before?
yea. with charlene. she wanted 8 kids long time ago

56. Do you want someone you can't have?
Nope.

57. Do you believe love at first sight exists?
perhaps

58. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
no

59. Do you believe that you can change someone?
no.

ahaha.
im bored

OK
I OFFICALLY ANNOUNCE
CHARLENE CHAN RUI YIN CONTRIBUTED IN THE BBQ
she...
painted butter
fan fire
eat lots of chicken wingsss
lalalala

Name 11 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you have write the names of all 11 people. This is alot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first, no cheating,
1. Charlene
2. Amanda Feng
3. Huiling
4. Jamie
5. Howard
6. Eric
7. Craigven
8. Eugene
9. Magdalene
10. Kristel
11. Xueer

DONT LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP THE TOP!!
HOW DID YOU MEET #4?
from sec1. bloody stupid. our first conversation is about miss yeo. how she cant climb the stair when she wanna bring us for our first music lesson. LMAO
WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITHOUT #6?
i'll still survive well
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF #2 AND #6 WERE GOING OUT?
LOL! IMPOSSIBLE! AMANDA FENG!! AHAHAHA
HOW OLD IS #8
15
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF #5 CONFESSED HE/SHE LOVE YOU?
laugh until i die
WHOS #10'S BEST FREN?
suxiang and katharine
HAVE YOU EVER EATEN WITH #1?
ALMOST everyday. when school is open, from monday to friday.
DO YOU MISS #1?
nah. nobody misses a vase X]
WHO IS #11 DATING?
herself
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF #3?
super random!
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF #9?
super hua chi
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF #4 AND #7 WERE DATING?
lol. jamie got bf already. cookieeeeee. eww
WHO DOES #2 LIKE?
guys who can play piano, mature, tall, handsome. blah blah blah
its in her blog!
WOULD YOU MARRY #11?
OH! yeah!
DO YOU LOVE #10?
shes my #1 love!
EVER SLEPT IN THE SAME ROOM AS ANY OF THE NUMBERS?
yea. with charlene, howard, eric
lalala

urgh!
shall write down the day when my phone died
in memorial of yuqian's phone
which died in the swimming pool on 5th Oct 2007
killer: craigven sim
weapon: basketball


BULLSHIT LAH!
i was talking on the phone then i just put down
then i sitting at the pool there
VERY VERY near or im at the swimming pool lah
then craigven sim threw a damn freaking basketball towards me
i scared i tio hit then i no hand to block
then i dno why, i went underwater
or did i drop inside
I DNO! FREAK. TADA AND IT DIED
kristel said its natural reaction. urgh!
stupid natural reaction. why does such stupid natural reaction have to occur
then all of them suanned me say i talk on the phone underwater
" the girl who talk underwater had a friend who talk on the phone in the toilet bowl"
its ok. charlene's phone is worst. toilet bowl
-.-


the bbq was FUN!
though most of the time i was at the charcoal place
ah. me jwee timo weijie and weijian tried starting the fire for like 1 and a half hour
then cannot start
then later craig and dno who else restart the fire
and half an hour later its done lah
ah. playing with the charcoal is fun!
then when all the firestarter finishes
yanling and ziting used paper plate.
then can work lor!
( and butter )
at least the bbq is NOT a total failure :D
nothing to say already, gotta grieve over my handphone


the pictures should be at charlene's blog
PRESS HERE
ahaha!

im no lousy organiser ok
how i know you all dont want who
AHA ;D
the pro organiser shall tell you everything now

Venue: Weijie house, hillview regency
Time: 6pm to 10 pm

People whose going:
Me
Charlene
Jwee
Weijie
Timothy
Rodson
Timotheus
Ziting
Craigven

People who might be going:
Howard
Eric
Ashleigh
Geyi
Jamie
Tomson
Clive

LOL. later the bbq leng chang.
god!
the bbq cant shi bai when im the organiser
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i shall mug bio and history now
YAY! friday come faster
when EOY finishes
i shall laugh in my dream
i shall eat hagen daz
i shall terrorize huiling
i shall slack all days
i shall look at pink flowers (LOL)
i shall go SHOPPING!
Ah!!!
haven go shopping for like 1 MONTH PLUS ALREADY!
F-R-E-A-K
i wonder how i survived
D:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE CHAN

its the most gloomy day of the year on 2nd oct
though you self proclaimed its the happiest day
but whatever
happy birthday world biggest BIMBO
YAY! bbq at weijie house.
i shall food poison all of you :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JWEE

happy birthday!
the not bimbotic girl
(unlike charlene)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JAMIE WONG ND BAOYANG
:D
jamie jamie jamie
ahaha! -.-

ooh.
and those people going for the bbq is:
me
charlene
weijie
timothy
rodson
jamie
tomson ( think)
ziting
stella and her dog! :D

see first people:
howard
clive

nd those retarded who didnt reply me! :\
ERIC LEONG
LOHGEYI

YAY! bbq bbq.
loves!
:D

emaths are freaks
was mugging emaths awhile ago
& now seeing emaths make me feel like sleeping

english and chemistry was... ok.
i think english was pretty much alright
and though this is the first time i did chem until i didnt have so-called enough time
it was suppose to be something that was miracle
cause this shows that i can do chem
i was telling jamie how i did my past chemistry paper all the other times sleeping through the whole paper cause i don't get a damn bout them
:D
pray hard. let me pass chem
and of course all the other stuff -.-



Yeah
I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What you crying about?
You got me

Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
Well I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cause you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laney uncles crazy, ain't he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

[Chorus]
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, I told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But I promise momma's gon' be alright

It's funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cause daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying
Cause daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broken into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it
And you and Laney were to young to understand it
Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cause all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sitting in this empty house, just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
Laney I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here
I like the sound of that, yeah
It's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment

[Chorus]
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, I told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But I promise momma's gon' be alright

And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'll go back to the jeweler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad (haha)

quote
"puking aint fun at all"

ah. yesterday wasnt alright at all
went to school as normal
then during morning assembly my eyes like got something wrong
then some words i see already will suddenly disappear then pop back liddat
so when i got back to class i just lie down there
then got headache
& i got constant feeling that i wanna puke
and eventually i did
4 times that is
and i felt so ultimately UNGLAM
the sound when you puke. gosh. cannot imagine

& theres nice people like:
charlene, amanda, jwee, yihua, huiling, weijie and those 312 girls in the toilet when i was puking :D
cause you all were in the toilet, then i dont dare to puke X)
& amanda still kept asking me, you want something sour?
RIGHT
and beloved daddy actually threw down his work to fetch me
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LYRICS

Flirt Flirt

You want to chill in my lambourgini
You want to look but you don't want to see
So what you think of that look in my eyes
You think it's for you
You think you read minds?
You better watch where your putting those hands
You better stop if your making more plans

Cause everything you do makes you look like a fool


Your looking for some dirt
I'm lifting up my skirt
I'm searching for a light under me in my purse
You always think the worst
I just want to flirt
You found me on my knees
Next thing your saying tease
Cause i'm trying to find my phone and my keys
Not your Sleaze
My spell is like a curse
I just want to flirt


What part of no don't you really understand
One syllable words old man
You got a problem with my space
Get your mug out of my face
Cause i've had it with your lines
Your pretty damn close to being unfine

[Flirt lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Cause everything you do makes you look like a fool


Your looking for some dirt
I'm lifting up my skirt
I'm searching for a light under me in my purse
You always think the worst (You always think the worst)
I just want to flirt (I just want to flirt)
You found me on my knees (You found me)
Next thing your saying tease (You found me)
Cause i'm trying to find my phone and my keys
Not your Sleaze
My spell is like a curse (Spell is like a curse)
I just want to flirt (I just want to flirt)

I'm just so lucky to be walking on a wire
I'm up so high that i can barely feel your fire
You can't touch me no
There's just a dream

Your looking for some dirt
I'm lifting up my skirt
I'm searchin for a light under me in my purse
You always think the worst (You always think the worst)
I just want to flirt (I just want to flirt)
You found me on my knees (I just want to flirt)
Next thing your saying tease (I just want to flirt)
Cause i'm trying to find my phone and my keys (I just want to flirt)
Not your Sleaze
My spell is like a curse (Curse)
I just want to flirt (I just want to flirt)

Flirt Flirt Flirt Flirt

ZOMG!
its SUPER PRETTY LAH
I love! juicy couture now!
I LOVE EBAY TOO!
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i shall grow up and shop in ebay and buy these pretty things
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LMAO

its super retarded yesterday lah
my mummy last minute at 5 plus came and announced that we shall go to malaysia like right "now" and celebrate mooncake festival
then i told her i didnt wanna go cause she claimed we will be back by 1a.m
-.-
but then she kept blabbering bout
"you know our family lack family spirits! you should do your part by putting some enthusiasm into whatever kind of activities that your mum here is organising to encourage the healthy growth of our family!"
LMAOROFL
thats plain retardness

yeah. so i went
&& played with candles and played with my 2 years old cousin
HES SUPER CUTE LAHHS!
ITS THE FIRST TIME I WENT TO HIS HOUSE AND HE CALLED ME!
cause normally he only said. mama. papa. "bu yao"= don't want
omg luh! then he say already right. my mood is brighter than the moon in the sky lah
i want babies! :X
then he understand everything i told him loh
cause i was playing with candles so i told him cannot come too close
then HE NODDED HIS HEAD and SQUAT BESIDE ME LUH
ZOMG! i felt like planting a super huge kiss on his face lah! CUTE

nan hua mooncake festival is nice alright
huiling they all at like halfway left to accompany amanda to interchange and left me in school
so i was crapping around with kristel they all
then kristel bought this capsule thing
then when you put inside hot water it will become a bird
but it didnt happen!
then heshuang and kristel kept saying cute boy isnt cute
urgh.
then then.
forgot. saw performace
but couldnt see charlene singing
cause she was like. being blocked by everybody else

got random photos to upload later
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I GOT TO MUG

the good girl here gonna start extreme mugging now
mr liu still talk to me bout how lousy my chem is a few days ago
and mr ng named the 15 most likely retained people
i inside also lor
i failed overall!
ARGH! i shall mug mug mug and mug

i saw my currently got me obsess guy today! :D
i saw the car again! SGX **** *
i dno whats all the ****
and i saw side and back view today!!
ARGH! talking about it make me obsess

& hate amanda!
she was smsing her tutor
and she told him "my friend beside me keep blabbering about handsome boys and im bored"
when did handsome boys ever become a bored subject
its much more interesting than all-look-alike cars

moon cake festival tmr!
:D
i shall see charlene and jwee they all sing!
CHENG LI DE YUE GUANG!
the song is super nice lor
"its like my only tune, believe me, im serious. my melodious song"
AHAHA! GET IT KRISTEL?
X]

The unexpected always happen

now i know the rate of amanda obsession of cars
its just like how charlene obsess with weiming

seated according to index no. today
not exactly a bad thing though
cause, i got to slack at the back

quote for yesterday: "never play bball with howard"
hes tall, hes huge =X and hes pro
when he block infront of me
i cant see what lies behind him
he wore sleevless and he block you with his hands all rise up
yeah. forgot it you didnt get my point
hint: shave X]

quote for today: "no interest in car, interested in the one inside the car"
haha! cause i was telling how saddening it was when i didnt see someone im currently obsess with
no wrong idea. as in. CUTE
but what i saw was, technically his car
and amanda kept saying
"lie to me if it's a sports car"
"lie to me if it's an m3 sports convertible"
and obviously
I CANT DIFFERCIATE BETWEEN CARS
i mean car is car, they are just some metallic thing that drives people around
who cares about cars.
you got to care bout INNER BEAUTY
so its the people INSIDE the dam car. :D

ah. i shall get away and continue obsessing

i kept thinking today was thursday lah
& im so anticipating for incredible tales
theres pe tomorrow! :D

went charlene's house after school today
we took 1 hour to reach her house lah!
& going to her house can easily only spend 15 mins cause its just opp school
was reading newpaper while waiting for her to entertain me after she finish blogging
& it stated that 88% of males wouldn't really fall for women with perfect figures
one reason, they felt vulnerable besides them
46% of guys like girls with small waist and big butt
33% like girls with big boobs and big butt
6% like skinny girls
and the rest like girls who is.. i forgot. cool cool kind of thing, more unfemine girl lah
so why sacrifice your diet for perfect figures

then we played twister in charlene's house
after that jamie was looking at all the weird nape piercing and stuff
IT LOOKS SUPER PAINFUL
oh. huiling mag and jamie was there
huiling and mag was playing chinese song
jamie was playing english song
so charlene went to play japan song
then i got no song to play, then i looked for the indian GIRLY MAN song
LOL LAH! i lmao looking at the video trying to sing along with it

jamie quote " till wadever, never do us apart" obviously its she and tomson
i shall teach you how to find out the cup of your butt
measure your waist then measure your butt
use your measuring for butt to minus the measuring of waist
eg. if butt-waist = 1 inch
= A cup
eg. if butt-waist= 5 inch
= E cup
go measure yours today!

*whisper*
charlene got J cup butt
and mine is obviously a secret.
shhs

can the ezlink card come back
hate my mum lah.
i got a whole load of rant that can fill up the whole olympic size swimming pool
i got a whole load of tear that can gush out like the tsunami
i got a whole load of anger that can explode like the 1815 explosion of tambora volcano on the island of Sumbawa in Indonesia
i got a whole load of stuff to scream out that can break every bit of the ozone
i got a whole load of surpressed energy to stomp out everything that stays buried in the ground
i got a life that worst than those living in electricity & water supply short countries
ARGH! * continue ranting *


school was all the same boring
kailer and amanda is back in school :D

got the volleyball serving thing today
and i realise my hand-eye cordination in serving is lousy
i cant serve
the ball fly all direction ( cept for the way i wanted it to be)
rashes like red spots appeared on my arm
and huiling told me thats because the blood vessel burst
& i thought blood vessel burst will get stroke

& i started having totally classic / vintage dreams nowadays
i got this pirate dreams
and some i forgot cleanly dream
then last week my sister change bed with me for one night
so she slept up there and i slept down there
and i got no more dreams and she dreamt that my parents got divorced then we all nowhere to stay
then she didnt want to sleep up there anymore


i wanna see the loch ness monster
weijie and huiling wanna go to the bermuda triangle
i hope weijie dissappear in there:D

its the worst day today lah
i'm freak out and depressed and and and.. ARGH
wheres my wallet!!!!!
2nd one this year lah
F-R-E-A-K THIS
can it like come back tomorrow

then i tio grounded by mummy lah
cause i lost ezlink card
ARGH!
i'm depressed, very depressed, SUPER DEPRESSED

and yay!
CHARLENE and TIMOTHY are nice people
Charlene accompanied me for super long after i lost wallet
then she listened to me rant like siao
and she cheered me up with stupid conversation
and she walked with me to the bus stop
and she called everybody to ask for my wallet for me
and she "an wei" me
and walked with me everywhere
and she she she. alot alot
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
ahahaha! NICE!!!!!!!
LOVE YOU CHARLENE

and i asked timothy to check his bag see got my wallet anot
cause i scared people just sweep inside their bag
then timo wanted to give me his whole bag to search lah
and obviously i didnt
aha

yesterday was Flag Day!

now i love flag day
though we were selling stickers instead of flag

at first was supposed to meet with huiling, mag, ziting, kaiying they all de
then supposed to meet at 7 or 7.05
then i reach at 7 lah
& apparently no one was there
so i called huiling & she told me everybody was late
haha
after i hang the phone i heard sinister stupid laughter
so i turn behind and saw weijie, rodson and eugene
and obviously they are acting retarded walking towards me acting like sex maniac laughing in gee
horrible sight
so i waited with them cause they were waiting for timothy yanling and kristel and yea they were waiting in dover
then yixin SK huiling and amanda came
and kaiying mag and ziting got off without waiting for us
*sob*

& FLAG DAY BEGINS! :D
the first kind soul who donated is obviously myself! :DDDD
*smirks*
then me charlene huiling mag and amanda went orchard
charlene and i were deciding where to stand for the next 4 strenuous hours
and yea. it was 4 hours cause we were so dutifully accomplishing our cip

the first weird person i saw was this auntie in mid 50s
then she was like super weird
i was standing at the underground link de escalator there
so people who go up escalator will see me and donate
then the auntie stand opp me and there got a low wall
then she stand down there looking at me
so i smiled at her
then she pointed to this shop's glass door
the door's design was some smoke effect thing
and she said " tian1 lan2 cao3 qing1, zai4 chou1 yan1. HAHAHAHA"
translate: "blue sky green grass, smoking. HAHAHA"
im not exaggerating
cause she really HAHAHAHAHAHAHA liddat lah
then i freaked out and smile at her

i shall donate if people ask me to donate le lah
cause during flag day
got people dao me lah! sickening!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
& it feels like they ripped my heart out and left me there to die
then i wanted to explode

then got nice people who smile and put up the hand as in dun wan
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
LOVE UNCLES AND AUNTIES AND PEOPLE WITH LITTLE KIDS AND FOREIGNER!
alot of them donated!
the little children got the stickers already still will turn back and smile or wave at me lor
SO CUTE :]

cause the flag day was for elderly thing
then i ask old people to donate like very stupid liddat
so i dun wan ask them to donate
then they came to me themselves lah!
LOL!
*guilty*

now i shall do more more and more flag days thing
i shall donate and donate

feel the love on flag day

BORED!
i cant mug at home!
shit this
i only can mug in the library
RANT RANT RANT

freak this
everyhome should have a room like the library
with rows and rows of books
air condition
beanbags
desk
chair
librarians
sercurity guards
and blah blah blah

LIBRARY! MISS YOU!
LOL

I just got out from showering when i got this stupid conversation with my mum

M: Why must you wear the same shorts everyday? disgusting girl
( the fact that i wore fbt everyday & obviously they look the same to my mum)
I: Its all different shorts lah.i got 2 blue one and 2 black one lah
M: & whats with wearing nan hua tee everyday huh?
I: its good to keep a low profile by wearing quite the same thing everyday
M: yayaya. wearing those short shorts attracting stalker are low profile
I: i didnt get stalk wearing shorts lor!
I: as if you wun get any attention wearing all covered up
M: exactly! you wun.
I: what bout people who dressed like saudi arabia people walking around in singapore, when did they never ever caught any attention from people.
( heh. that isnt a racist statement )
M: no use talking to a person who talk no sense

LOL.

before i forget..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA FENG YING XUAN!

Look!
Its Green!
ZOMG!
-.-

BIODATA
-amanda feng ( yuqian's 5th love and proud to be one) X]
-offically 15 today
occupation: money extorter
-likes cow, guitar, green, green tea? AND TAKE PICTURES
-HATES THE SMELL OF LEMON BARLEY :D
( of course those were the only "some" i knew..)

Outstanding feature:
-Super White/Pale Skin
-Afraid of Cyclop
-Likes to bite
-most prolly wanted to join the cullen family
-super random

Being Honest time:
-i dun like her mum
-she got this "TEENY WINNY bit" of skills to liften up MY mood! be super honoured ( though its only abit)

AHAHA! <3333>

IM BORED
im gonna start tuition 2 and a half hour later
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

oh. yesterday is damn funny lah
i went bpp with my parents they all
then they went for dinner
and i dun feel like eating, so i brought my brother with me to the library
when we are leaving the library
as in got out from the door
i saw somebody who wore the same thing as me
ok. its the small hand big impact CIP shirt
then i stood there and wait for the person to turn
and it happen to be vera lah!
then i talk to her awhile then went look for my daddy they all

then i go down already
only my dad is at the table there
then he said my mum went and look for me
so i called my mum and told her im not in the library anymore lah
then when she came down i told her i saw vera
then she wear same thing as me lo! cool! tt kind of thing
then she tell me she went to the library and saw vera looking for books
then she said "qian, wheres your brother"
then vera obviously dno my mother is speaking to her
then my mum is like why she nvr respond
so she saw vera shoes and realise it wasnt me
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE CANT RECOGNISED HER OWN DAUGHTER!

after that we went to NTUC
we were queueing to pay tt time
i saw this woman standing at the automatic glass door thing
then i was like, why she keep covering her head then bent down one
& suddenly i heard LOUD crash thing
and the automatic glass door COLLASPE eh!
its like the whole door is gone
then all the glass pieces on the floor lah
then everybody went to crowd and see
tts when i spotted my daddy inside the crowd too. -.-
my daddy told me got one little boy injured lor
then beside the glass door place is a clinic-.-!!!!!
then the little boy went in to see doctor.
LOL!

its like OMG lah
i saw the damn door came down lah
lol

I TOTALLY FLUNKK CT2 LAH
freak this
i hate exams
i failed 3!! with an "outstanding" 3 F9sssss
SHIT THISS!! HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE
darn
im gonna mug now

nd. ARGH! i hate b.lim lah
shit her lah
she weird lah. like to catch ppl's attire
pfft

oh. and my mum restricted me on the usage of computer
shit this
i only can touch my com like 4 days per week
how saddening is this!?
i shall NOT touch the com on mon, wed and thur
:D

i FLUNK amaths

ah. at science centre
we never go with howard they all
ahahahahahah

That is like, a finger puppet. :D

eww. charlene look totally horrible with those refine urhmm

ok. the sign said look into the nose
i wasnt being spastic looking into it

cause shes worst. she went inside the nose

i like this. pretty!

Attention to all with weak hearts
ok. heart problem
nonono. ok. there something to do with heart with alll the pictures below
if you have heart problem
please refrain from scrolling down anymore
what you are going to see
well, may cause drowsiness. blurring of eyesights ( not exactly )
oh. and you get to see the gross side of amanda
but. YEA DUN SCROLL DOWN IF YOU ARE AFRAID OF RAW HEART
(the lead isnt amanda)
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the heart show begins
thats a sheep's heart by the way
its a bio practical.. yea.

yea. its being like, cut

being a heart is not good at all
you get stabbed

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i hate common test damn damn dammit
i failed emaths
i think i flunk amaths

today got biology
then after the test all the ppl say its easy
but it isnt easy at all. damn
cause i doing until halfway
then i saw lucas they all all not writing already
like finish the whole damn paper le la
then i still have like 5 pages to go on with

then left 10 mins before test end i still have 3 pages lah
ahaha. but i finished. :D
stella didnt finish her paper

then me and charlene still thinking where we want to go after school
huiling and jamie Pangseh me lah
we supposed to go SPCA de lor
then they dun want go already
huiling need to go home
jamie got piano
then me and charlene wanted to go science centre
but then after wards howard eric they all ask us to go queenstown
AHAHA! howard!! eric!
then ashleigh, anlin they all going also i think

Tag replies:
amanda: yes. the heart is damn gross lah. ewww. smelly
kaiying: oh ya lah. u liar liar. still tell me you dun like. aha. but i still love you! :D

aha.
talking to people makes me happy
LOL. random
oh.
attention all girls:
pls evacuate from tay kai ying and she claimed that shes a les
she doesnt like flower
chocolates
bras -.-
soft toys
diamond
and stuff
and she likes, football, basketball, and and. i dunno
LOL! shes like a guy! oh man

ok. i shall mug for biology. :D

& drawing smiles make me happy
watching daisy make me happy
talking to people make me happy
listening to 雨樱花 makes me happy
ah. i shall be happy
cause cause cause. ahaha. who said so

I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while [LOL]
i shall be a happy girl
thats when you can hear me laugh
so stop asking me to shuddup bout all the laughter
before you regret not hearing any of it anymore
before i cry again

oh damn. and i forgot to mention the biology spa SHEEP'S HEART
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
and i cant pair with charlene
cause it thought she wun dare to touch it too like me
but eventually she did
but i paired with amanda
i feel like puking thinking of it
cause me and amanda's sheep's heart is like
full of FATS
and im so tempted to cut it all out
but. i didnt touch that thing
its grosssssssssssssssss
i got clean gloves

then after the thing got the soap
then i was like cleaning like the advertisement lah
and im still crapping with mag and huiling how to wash CLEANLY
and mag said "damn you lah. you didnt even touch the heart"
then i realise. OH YA. I HAVE CLEAN HANDS ALREADY
ahahaha!
but i took the scissors thingy to cut fats.
THANK AMANDA FENG YING XUAN for cutting that ewww thing

i shall upload amanda and her gross heart later. ahaha!
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smilie faces are good for a happy day
LOL

lol
my ahyi went to book a 2 badminton court
ok. damn, its the whole court
then almost all the relative went for badminton lah
and i realise. cool. im happy when im badminton-ing :)))))))))))))))))))
cause the only thing in my head is. hit the ball. aha
then they still bring volleyball, basketball
-.- cause got alot of spaces
then everybody is like exercising
and i still have geog test tmr lah
aha.

雨樱花 lyrics

雨后落下一地的忧伤
溶化偷偷想你的伪装
落叶排成思念的形状
我撑着伞不去看

樱花飘落背后的幽雅
藏着一句说不出的话
窗外吹着无语的牵挂
轻轻吹动我头发

如此的爱你
花刺痛的伤
我不想抵抗
该要如何学会隐藏

傻傻的微笑表情却无法言语
偷偷的像是记忆了幸福的相机
轻轻的呼吸身边有你的空气
我还记得你说樱花很美丽

不愿意再轻易从你身边离去
不忘记写下樱花飘落的那场雨
不放弃心中刻下了永远爱你
你说我和你
都为了此刻着迷


the song is damn nice lah!
ahaha
樱花很美丽
i dun even know how it looks like

BOO!
ahaha. after school today me, jamie and huiling is like talking bout these weird doppleganger thing
so funny lah


the gatekeeper of my brain went for a vacation and a new one took its place
dammit, i shall call the new gatekeeper "sleepyhead"
RANDOM!
cause i keep wanting to sleep. damn damn damn

I shall name my doppleganger qianyu
LOL!
its those thing thats like ur shadow
but its now ur shadow
like ur spirit that follow you and do whatever you do tt kind of thing
then when you see ur own doppleganger, you die
-.-
then i was like telling jamie when i sleep
my doppleganger will be squashed up
cause.. it shld always be behind me wad
then jamie say it goes up to the ceiling
FREAKY!

bullshit. my body arent functioning
the eyes look at the wrong place
the heart beat at the wrong time
the brain drop dead during exams
i need doc. Feng!!
ahaha!

because you cant hear anything when the musics loud

no time to blog.
damn damn damn
im totally getting killed by emaths
ARGH! EMATHS!
when i saw the emaths questions
i think i want to cry lah
shit this. im becoming a crybaby:D
i love babies!! -.- random
but i want a siberian husky more
PRETTY PRETTY PRETTY!!!!
i think i was so obsessed to it i used got its picture on my desktop.
i can look at it everyday. love love love


What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do


dammit. you know & youre acting like you dont
freak!!!!!!! hmph
[im gonna cry till my eyes pop out]
shit this. i have great sixth sense. -.-
thats not suppose to be a self praise sentence

i think i was just being scam throughout this few days lah
mugging shall become part of my life
-no connection-

8/8
well, mummy smsed me and say my popo fainted as in the other great grandmother who is like 93 year old this year lah.
then its like dammit lah. i LOVE my great grandmother and my grandmother like siao one lah. then i also dno wad i was thinking
i think my brain just stop processing for the next 7hrs plus and the only stuff my body can produce is those stupid liquid that flow out from the eyes
aiya. i doubt you all can feel that
cause i also dno how to describe that feeling
as in you want to tell somebody but you dun feel like telling anybody thing
i so scared lah
then my daddy say tmr then can fetch us to malaysia to see her and stuff

9/8/
so on this national day
my daddy fetch us to see granny
then she lying on the hospital bed in malaysia
i saw her lying down there then i cry like siao
cause i forgot which idiot told me earlier on shes like dead
so i think from wad i remembered now, i was the only one crying lah
as in not those loud loud cry
then my daddy is like "shuddup lah, shes sleeping"
then im like "SLEEPING?!"
damn. scammed
but i rather i was scammed lah. :D
then at night we go back singapore already

10/8
then in the morning my ah yi called my mum and asked her want go malaysia again anot
then my mummy go and decided to stay overnight there and left me at home cause i was having tuition. pfft
so only me and my sister left at home lah
so arnd 3 plus liddat i was damn hungry
so i went to bpp to buy food then i smsed huiling she can go out anot
then she came and find me lah!
:D
then we went to eat mac
and i was totally ranting how much tear gland they have scammed from me
then we talked alot of nonsense aha!
then 6 plus liddat she left
ah! HUILING! :D

11/8
then yesterday when mummy came back
its not nice at all!
she will keep nagging me to clear up the room, study and stuff
boring day

argh. i hate my life